did you visit the unibomber's cabin yet, or cannery row, or look for the lost dutchman's mine in the superstition mountains, or publish a zine, or find jack kerouacs's house or drink genesee 12 horse ale on a lawn on a hot summer's afternoon after the fog comes out of the green bottle when you pop open the cap while carla bley's 'lawns' plays in the boombox, or build a pallet board cabin in the woods, or climb a mountain you've been daydreaming about climbing from the window of the factory you worked at that turned out to have a waterfall next to the trail and take a shower underneath it on a dry, dusty day, or publish a cartoon in a magazine, or fast for a week dreaming of your favorite food then gorge yourself on it when the week is up, or write a song, or find something cool like a $35 baby monitor in a kmart dumpster so you give it to your friend who gets her friend to take it back to kmart and gets a $35 refund then you find the same baby monitor